Ｈeartfelt Ｄreamer

Can you be beside me anytime?
I allow if you say NO.
And I know that this feelings never reach you.

But I will write down it.
I'm only waiting your hug.
You know,it means your LOVE with action.
Uneasiness attacts my heart as long as you never do any actions.

I know your weak point.
So I write this only English that may be wrong.
With my wishing no one works out.

We often say "next time",what's meaning they have?
I only want love that everybody give for me.
I can be happy without you.
I can be.

But this is a love letter not for someone but for you.

How do you think my position?
I think I'll never be your special.
But I don't want to your ex.
If there are possibility I be it,I hope the position that not your xx.
And I want to be your stranger.

You give me much happiness and much pains.
There will be not malice,but it makes me sad more.

Who can be in your side?
I sometimes be in...WHY?
What am I for you?
I can't ask you.

With smiling I'll say,you are my precious man.
With pains I'll say,I don't want to be in your side on this condition.

If we never meet again,you don't think about me?

I want to be a happy girl,if it can,if it can.
And I wish only YOU(who gives me happy time) are beside me.