I want to ki_ _ you.

Things get so serious now, and I wonder if I love him or...
彼のことが好きなのか、それとも、、、
私のことをよく理解してて自分のことよりも私を優先してくれる。誰よりも私を愛してくれる彼のことが好きなのか。

気付けば出会ってから４年がたった。
正確には今年で５年。10個以上年上の彼は私が卒業するのをずっと待ってた。
オーストラリアで。一緒に過ごした時間は短くても国籍も年齢も違っても、そこら辺のカップルよりは理解しあってる。そう思うのは、なんでも話し合ってきたから。

Sometimes I don't understand why I was with him at all.
You know people change...

Do you remember that day?
You took my hand and we run like kids.
We were both drank and jealous each other.
That was so stupid but we both couldn't accept my leaving from Cali.

I keep you as a beautiful memory but when it comes to him, it's different.
I still want him so bad and hope he feels same.
You know only unsure love seems special.

I never expect I can get a job so soon. and you know, it's a big company actually. They earn more than 665 billion yen each year and they have more than 20 branches in the world. That means I can go abroad on business.

I'm free now, I can do whatever I want since I got job. the best day ever maybe.

You said you like my hair and wanna see it longer.
so I'm trying to make it long beautifully.

He talks to me everyday, tells me that he loves me. You know him, you both are from same country and three of us were in the same class before,

Hey, when it became like this? Why does he care me so much and into me now instead of you. I don't know why you guys act so differently even both believe in same religion.Only you follow it even he doesn't and tries to get me.